Feeling sorry for myself

I think that God knows just how I'm feeling this week, because He's making it rain.....a lot. Wednesday was my anniversary, which I spent alone, because Kevin's in Germany-not his fault. Although out of the 3 years we've been married, we've spent one anniversary together. And it just so happens my birthday falls right after, so he'll be gone for that too. And then Mother's day is coming up, and I've NEVER spent a mother's day with him! I dont blame him, I blame my rotten luck (and the military). So I'll be moping by myself, attempting to find something to do. I had plans with my friends for my birthday, but that fell through, so I was going to take Natalie to the zoo, but as I said earlier it's going to rain...all....week! I'm just feeling sorry for myself, and wishing my best friend lived nearby :(