Kevin's leaving :(

Kevin's leaving on Saturday for 3 weeks! He has to go to Germany for our annual training with the unit. I managed to skate out of it because it would prevent me from graduating. I would have liked to go, but I didnt want us both to be away from Natalie that long anyway, so I'm not that disappointed. But I will miss him, especially because our anniversary is next week, and my birthday the week after that :( That's the army for you, they pick the WORST 3 weeks out of the entire year! So, I'll either be moping at home alone with Nat, or doing homework. Chances are I'll probably be working a 12 hour shift on my birthday anyway. It's just become another day! Grr. I'm not looking forward to this weekend...not only is Kevin leaving, but I'm working 36 hours in a matter of 3 days, so poor Nat is going to be parentless for a while. I always feel terrible when I have to leave her in day care-granted, it's her Aunt (on Kevin's side), but I still dont like to leave her that long. I hope I dont have to work full-time.....bleh.